The following was the first time I had reported in for over two years. It also doubled as an informal "Form for Apology." In addition to being forced to start a blog for 'monitoring purposes', as further punishment the first posting in this had to include this report in what I must assume is an effort to shame me.
Damn it. Damn it, damn it, damn it. How is that even fucking possible. The only thing I haven ever fucking loved taken. God damned moster. Terrible fucking monster.
... Before I did dig my grave any deeper, this is proxy number 09260... fuck. Two whole years without this shit. Designation "Ugly Duck" checking in. ...Verification? Something in my file, something in my file... 11 proxy kills, 106 runner kills, 43 misc.
This is apparently formally rouge asset "Ugly Duck" checking in on behalf of who ever the hell it is you people sent to recover me. He's very dead now as well as the four other people who I assume were living in the room next to him. The building was torched, current location is
Request of Information.
I would like to know why I was recovered at all. I was pretty sure you assholes didn't do that forgiving thing. I would also like to know if you assbags know anything about what was taken from me. That's a pretty fucking sick way of punishing me and I want it back.
Cursing and all the disrespect each and every one of you deserves aside, this is me issuing an apology in hopes of creating more paper work for you as per protocol... I assume. It's been two years and I don't know what the current freaking protocol is.
I apologize for abandoning my position, duties, and protocol to pursue a personal vendetta after I was specifically told not to dispite the fact that I deserve that kill. I apologize for going crazy with rage during that two year hunt causing me to kill 5 proxies that inhindsight were simply trying to help me in one form or the another. I however do not appologize for killing the 3 who were specifically sent to kill me after the other 5 incidents. I apologize for the unreasonable amount of exposure my method's over those two years must have caused.
I am at your mercy and accept any punishment deemed necessary.
Even the loss of the thing I loved.
Reason for Late/Unscheduled Report
Abandoned my post, went on an unauthorized hunt/killing spree, was stabbed to death by prey, somehow woke up, wants what is mine back. Oh, and is sorry. Restitching time.
If you have read this far your high on my shit list.
On a more recent note things have started going blurry in one eye and I can't seem to stitch myself for shit.
If I die, know that I hate you.